Suggestions regarding Buddhism?

It sounds like you have contacted a different sect of Buddhism than I practice. I wanted to preface my answer to you with that, so you won't be confused between the two sects. I practice with the Sokka Gakkai International, and would have you go to their website to learn quite a bit there, then go to an SGI meeting to see what you can learn there. It's a href="http://www.sgi.org" rel="nofollow"http://www.sgi.org/a